I hate it when people start a sentence or a 'blog' with a question.... The most random I heard recently was young Mel, who in the middle of a pub, turns to me and says "Don't you think that arses are ugly?" Seriously? You want me to answer that?? And Now?? Yes Mel, they are ugly... infact the majority of the human body is ugly... but I think the masses are learning exceptance... and those that do not.. live in caravans and collect cats.. and plastic bags.
Another Favourite I hear alot is ...
"Ever wondered why bad things happen to good people?"
No Dickhead!!! I wonder why bad things happen in general, I wonder why you are stupid, yet look like you do. I wonder why I am jealous of you fool! I wonder why people believe in the shit that they are told, like how 'just because you see something, it doesn't mean it necessarily exists' .... walk into that wall and try to defend your statement for pharks sake! If you want to be all 'mind challenging' make sure you reincarnate as a sudoku puzzle! Don't like Sudoku?? What's Sudoku? I think it's all in your mind.
I have spent so long hating people in general, that I am truely glad to be a 'Sociaphobe' (Thanks Mel, now even I refer to me as it) .. that is ofcoarse until I have to deal with people again. Drives me nuts... I do so well... and then all of a sudden... some guy enters for 2 mins and I want to blast my pharkin brains out !! Its wrong , oh so wrong.. and I wont give details... cos they are even more wrong... but god damn... don't throw me like that! I dont deal well with things I don't plan for... or dumb phark ups either..... I have to have control of the situation all the time...
It has to be some form of disorder... and I have to break things down to the smallest form...
Like a needle is not just a 2 second 'pin prick' .. its the visualisations that go with it... the thought of the point coming to contact with the skin, and as pressure heightens, the skin tears around the edge, and the needle continues to protude further into the body... releasing the contents... as it is forced into the body... and as the needle retracts, tiny little droplets of blood get stuck in between the skin layers.......... and you can almost hear it shouting out to its little blood brothers as it is separated like the 12 year old you , trying to listen through the wall of your brothers room , feeling left out of the party.
I propose a serious question to you ..... a real question, not a rhetorical question... I actually welcome your suggestions.... If one wants surgury... but can not take an anesthetic because one over thinks the process of needles, and can not allow ones self to be controlled by inhaled gases... hwo does one achieve this state of unconscienciousness ??
So isn't it time you bought me a drink?
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Damn KC....I didn't know you were so bitter!
I do agree with you that people are, in general, stupid. However, concentrating on the stupidity of humanity will only make you more and more angry and depressed. What I like to do is find humor in people's stupidity, so I become happy at the expense of others. It's what the world is all about, and it's how you get ahead.
As for your fear of needles...It's hard for me to see your point of view because I don't have that same phobia, although when I was younger, I was terrified of them. Now, I don't exactly look forward to getting shots or blood taken with needles, but I don't live my life in fear thinking about it. Also, a lot of people say it's better if you look away as they're about to poke you...I say no way, because I want to see what ANYONE with a sharp object in close proximity to my body is doing, even if they're licensed to do it.
Speaking of needles...are you really going to have a surgical operation?...or what that just a rhetorical question?
Anyway, hope you're doing alright. I'll be back here from time to time to comment :-)
-Alex
I do recall having a dental procedure done with a cream substance massaged over my gums a few minutes beforehand.. possibly worth asking about?
Could be useless but hey.. so is the rest of me!
Miss ya babe.. x
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