Again.... I can't do it. So many opportunities, so many chances.. and I still can't do it. I'd rather not attempt, than attempt and possibly disappoint. I want him to think I am capable, and just didn't have the time... and not that I am afraid of letting him down.
I would ask them for help, but they don't understand it, and I don't want *him* to know I am still trying.. after *he* told me not to.
I can't win this one... regardless of what i do... *he* wins.
If I don't do it.... *he* wins... *he* got his way again.
If I do do it.. *he* will tell me it's because *he* told me not too and *he* knew I would try to prove *him* wrong in his theory.
If I do .. and I fail... *he* wins again... *he* was right all along.
I made a promise, to a man that I adore... that I would let nothing get in the way, especially *him*, but now I have let us both down ... ..... ....... ....... ....... ....... Im Sorry!!
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